I think I’m gonna take a break from weed and alcohol for a while. There’s nothing good that comes from that shit anyway. I always think that its gonna make me all happy and hyper and just really make me have a good time, when in reality I’m just a lazy, confused fuck on it. Out of all the times I’ve partyed this summer, there are only a handful of times where I actually enjoyed myself and had fun. Other than that I’m just wasting money and hurting my body. I feel like me n my friends have been chasing this high all summer that doesn’t even exist. Maybe it does and we are just in the wrong place, or maybe I am doing it with the wrong people. But I don’t really wanna even look anymore. I’m over it. Guess I’m not cool anymore.